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------Going Through Hell Right Now------



I'm going through hell right now. Last few weeks I've been shoved towards my breaking point by so many things. They all seem like such little things, but there's so...many...freaking...little...things...

It all started a year or so ago when the people that installed our water heater fucked up. Years passed and slowly the thing went to hell and it goes hot cold hot cold hot cold hot cold cold cold cold cold... Every shower. Several times (over 6 now) they tried to fix it because the thing goes, "BEEP BEEP BEEP," every time the heater fails. They "fix" it. It's good for thirty minutes later. After that, "BEEP BEEP BEEP." (that noise fills me with a terrible rage)
They have been trying to fix the thing continuously this week. They have to keep a facet or two running so they can look at the valve. They haven't been any closer to fixing it. Now they've run our well dry so we can't have water AT FUCKING ALL until tomorrow sometimes! I HAVEN'T SHOWERED IN TWO FUCKING DAYS, DAMNIT! NOW I CAN'T EVEN FLUSH THE GODDAMN TOILET OR WASH MY HANDS!! All because of those BASTARDS that charge us again and again to get no closer to fixing the thing and making us suffer! They crank up our water bill and broke our well! My family's putting up a law suit against them. We'll get our money back, but they can't give me my sanity back and the days we've spent in hotels for showers and the times we don't shower at all for days and days! I hate them, damn every one of them to hell! They convinced us to get the tank less heater. "It's cheaper," they say, but they really want to take our money and make us suffer! They should suffer! They should die!

Also, my parents are remodeling their bathroom so every day last week they'd come, make lots of noise, almost drill a hole through my wall, and track dirt all up the stairs. In and out of the house all day letting the bugs, heat, and humidity in. Just them being in my house bugs me 'cuz they're there. They're just there, I hate it! Here every day in my house. Making it worse my parents had to move into my sister's and my shower. Less bathroom time, my mom's hair shedding everywhere, less counter space... And once again, they're just there in my space. Using my stuff. It drives me nuts! I don't feel like I have privacy at all. At least they have their new shower so they stop using ours.

And to top it all off I've got my mom's parents here for a few days now. I hate them. Grandma laughs at my art and doesn't take me seriously. Even at dinner tonight my sister and mom were talking about how last week has affected their eating habits. They all ate less. I just said how I've been eating more because I'm stressed. I said it in a very grim tone even. But my grandma just laughs. She laughed at me. Just like she laughs at my art. It's not my fault that the only thing keeping me from probably killing myself makes me a morbidly obese cow. (goddamn anxiety medicine) She always makes fun and laughs at me about the smallest things that don't even matter at all. Who cares if I used man's deodorant once? IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER! Yet she always makes a big deal.


Also, Photobucket banned my account for some damn reason, so I won't have nice banners in my journal anymore. Just great. Anyone know of an image hosting sight where they don't ban you for some reason and then not tell you?


Sorry for the ranty journal, but I wanted to explain why I'm so bitchy right now. If I bite anyone's head off, it's nothing personal. Also, my art progress will slow too.



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Draw Lucky.
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Draw one of my chao.
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Draw Kai
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Draw Devic
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Draw Leo or Mina Kat
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